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"As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God?" -Psalm 42:1-2
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Name: Eric
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Birthday: 8/22/1985
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Interests: Music, theology, philosophy, books, playing guitar, Greek, and unpredictability. Most of all, living in the grace of my Lord and Savior.
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

I got a different xanga. You can find it here. Why, you ask? The first entry on it will explain; suffice to say I want a place with the express purpose of doing a little writing and contemplation without the stupid quizzes, daily junk, and feelings of obligation to post. Will I still update this xanga? I have no clue. If you want to, head on over there. If not... you're probably not any worse off :)

<=Eric=>


Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Its been a month since I've posted... and this is just because I'm bored :)
Name:Eric Tonjes
Birthdate:8/22/85
Birthplace:Lincoln, NE
Current Location:Lincoln, NE
Eye Color:Hazel or Brown, depending on who I ask
Hair Color:Dark brown
Height:182 cm
Weight:160 lbs.
Piercings:Nope
Tatoos:No, but I'm considering one
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:Umm... depending on how this is meant, I possess neither but would prefer a girlfriend
Overused Phraze:lol online, i don't know in real life
FAVORITES
Food:With the diverse gustatory experiences confronting one in life, a single food would be impossible to choose
Candy:Probably sour gummy worms, but it varies based on mood, availability and phase of the moon
Number:42
Color:Brown
Animal:Those worms that live in hot vents at the bottom of the ocean
Drink:So many choices...
Alcohol Drink:I don't know that I'm qualified enough to make a decision
Bagel:I don't have a clue
Letter:wtf?
Body Part on Opposite sex:Eyes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing:Somewhere classy and not too greasy, so neither
Strawberry or Watermelon:Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea:Hot tea, usually
Chocolate or VanillaIt depends
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:Coffee
Kiss or Hug:Hugs
Dog or Cat:Dog
Rap or Punk:Punk, although both styles are compromised of a few diamonds and a lot of pieces of cubic zirconium
Summer or Winter:Spring or fall
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:Witty-funny movies
Love or Money:Love, without question
YOUR...
Bedtime:School nights, 1:00; other nights, whenever I run out of things to do
Most Missed Memory:Laying down by the river by my house in Milford in the summer; or maybe stargazing
Best phyiscal feature:I have no idea, although several people recently told me my eyes
First Thought Waking Up:Ugh... where snooze button...
Goal for this year:Study more
Best Friends:KJ... and a lot of other people it would take too long to list
Weakness:Having my head sawed off and stuffed with holy wafers... or vanilla wafers, for that matter
Fears:Stinging insects
Heritage:Heil der fuhrer! (aka German)
Longest relationship:I have no idea, seeing that clearly defined relationships have never been a hallmark of my life
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:Yes
Ever Smoked:Yes
Pot:Nope
Ever been Drunk:Nope
Ever been beaten up:We're not discussing this
Ever beaten someone up:I'm going to define "beaten up" as "in any way caused them physical discomfort" and say yes
Ever Shoplifted:Nope
Ever Skinny Dipped:Nope
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:Yes
Been Dumped Lately:Nope
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:I dunno... blue, or green, or brown
Favorite Hair Color:Umm...  I don't really have a preference
Short or Long:Again, idk
Height:Shorter than me
Style:Anything that isn't trying to flaunt and/or objectify the person wearing it
Looks or Personality:Someone who loves God, who I can talk to forever and not get bored, and who I'm attracted to, all important but in that order
Hot or CuteCute
Drugs and Alcohol:No drugs, non-excesseive drinking is no big deal
Muscular or Really Skinny:Human
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past:I have never really decided whether its "a lot" or "none"
What country do you want to Visit:So many... England, Germany, Australia, India, Russia, Israel, China, New Zealand...
How do you want to Die:As a martyr in Iran
Been to the Mall Lately:Define lately
Do you like Thunderstorms:Heck yeah
Get along with your Parents:Fairly well, although its a little hard right now cause I'm home for break
Health Freak:*rolls around floor laughing, then goes back to eating ice cream*
Do you think your Attractive:Honestly, probably not very, but I realize I'm far from the optimal judge of myself
Believe in Yourself:No, I don't think I exist
Want to go to College:I'm in college, at UNL
Do you Smoke:On occasion, but not on a daily basis
Do you Drink:Nope
Shower Daily:I do my best... :s
Been in Love:I don't have the faintest what "being in love" means
Do you Sing:Every chance I get
Want to get Married:Definately
Do you want Children:For sure; the world needs more me's :)
Have your future kids names planned out:Nope
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:However old I am when I get married
Hate anyone:Not really


<=Eric=>


Saturday, December 03, 2005

Currently Listening
The Craft
By Blackalicious
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Snow is falling! I love watching it out my window. Hurray for winter :)

Last night I went to gamma phi beta's formal with Steph. It was enjoyable.

I'll try to have a longer entry later. Now, I have to get to work.

<=Eric=>

Thou fountain of bliss, thy smile I entreat

O'erwhelmed with distress I mourn at thy feet

The joy of salvation, when shall it be mine

The high consolation of friendship divine

 

Awakened to see the depth of my fall

For mercy to thee I earnestly call

Tis thine the lost sinner to save and renew

Faith's mighty Beginner and Finisher too

 

Thy Spirit alone repentance implants

And gives me to groan at feeling my wants

Midst all my dejection, dear Lord, I can trace

Some marks of election, some tokens of grace

 

Thou wilt not despise a sinner distressed

All-kind and all-wise, thy season is best

To thy sovereign pleasure resigned I would be

And tarry thy leisure, and hope still in thee


Friday, November 25, 2005

Currently Listening
The Dresden Dolls
By The Dresden Dolls
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I adore songs with bridges that start off really mellow and build to ecstatic, frenzied endings.

I'm thankful, this day, for the incredible parents and sister that God has blessed me with. The feeling is very un-cliche, even if the articulation of it is.

I can relate to this quote:

"Whenever I feel bad, I go to the library and read controversial periodicals. Though I do not know whether I am a liberal or conservative, I am nevertheless enlivened by the hatred which one bears the other. In fact, this hatred strikes me as one of the few signs of life remaining in the world...Down I plunk myself with a liberal weekly at one of the massive tables, read it from cover to cover, nodding to myself whenever the writer scores a point. Damn right, old son, I say, jerking my chair in approval. Pour it on them. Then up and over to the rack for a conservative monthly and down in a fresh cool chair to join the counterattack. Oh ho, say I, and hold fast to the chair arm: that one did it: eviscerated! And then out and away into the sunlight, my neck prickling with satisfaction."

-Walker Percy, "The Moviegoer"

<=Eric=>


Sunday, November 20, 2005

Currently Listening
In the Reins
By Iron & Wine, Calexico
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My sister is the best trumpet player in the state. No, seriously; she got first chair in All-State. I know someone famous! :)

I just got a 100G external harddrive.

And Brad Dexter is one cool guy.

<=Eric=>



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